Sunny Tuesday 19th January 2010

I am on my way home today as I took some time to calm myself down and think about the things around me.

I realized that there were many hurt and pain in the world out there that we cannot see.

The feeling and thoughts of each and everyone.

We are made in a very special way by God to think differently from everyone.

We are all an induvidual.

I realized that there are times were I felt hurt by people around me who thinks they understand me but they don't.

They would just give me straight opinions right in my face when I did not want to know.

I myself can't express myself on the spot.

I realized I had problems expressing how I really feel.

Normally I would just brush it away and say I'm fine but I am not

It became such a routine that I realized I would say I'm okay when I am not.

I have to change myself now...