 It wasn’t meant to be like this. We all make mistakes in life, How far you let that mistake go is the turning point ? The point where you know you can’t turn back. You can’t retrieve anything just looking at the past, All that is left are broken memories and shattered hopes Mistakes are made everyday. Mine just happened to be more severe. Something that had changed everything,And that couldn’t be reversed. I doubt that such a mistake could be forgiven.  What hurts the most when your love is one sided? I am secretly in love with him. Every time I tried to express my feelings, I failed. It hurts me so much when he’s talking about another girl. I kept this pain to myself but how can I make him notice my love when I'm too afraid to tell him. All these I can endure and wait for that miracle day. But can I endure it any longer when I am really going to lose him forever? Will I tell him my feelings or will I let go? Is it too late for him to know about my feelings? Falling in love was very hard for me. I never really believe in love and I thought that no one could ever make me fall in love. But I was wrong. When I first enter the *ahem* zone, I just suddenly fell for him. I remember it very clearly how I met him. It all happened three years ago. The way his eyes looked at me made me stutter over my speeches. I remember him bending down slighty reaching to my height and giving me the memerizing sunshine smile. Now of these days, no longer was the bright smile present. The look he gave are all full of sadness and distance. I am always here watching you and as long as you are happy. I will be too. Thank you my angel 
今天换一个人依靠， 明天谁又比谁好； 爱看不到， 听不到， 怎么做比较。。
Loving you makes me learn the taste of loneliness What is Happiness ?  Happiness as I searched on the net means a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy.However, Happiness to me simply means the joy of being with someone I treasure so much. It can mean simply mean splashing in a puddle of water while laughing. Happiness can be easily found if only you know which way to find it. To me the obvious symbol of Happiness in my life is the pouring rain. The rain is the symbol of happiness in my life. How do you know you have this 'Happiness' in you ? Whenever a smile will be brought to your face unknowingly. Simplicity in life is just Happiness I dream of you every night, I love you all the time  Walking down the road on a dark blue evening sky, Alone. For the past few years, I've forgotten the word Love as I survived in this world without you. Every time that I would see a young couple just the same age as me would go for a walk in the park, Hands intertwined with each other, Looking at deep each others eyes, Whispering the word, I Love You. I would simply stare at them and admire them from afar. Unknowingly, A smile would grew across my face as memories flashback inside my head all over and over again. I wish I could go back from time and freeze everything so I can just be right beside you for the rest of my life. Thinking about it more and more, I would immediately snap out of that thought- Childish of me. I tried to move on and grow up ! I wanted to cry ! I wanted to scream but I realized that I am so used to the pain and hurt that I can no longer feel anything."Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine Do you guys know that I once had a dream ? I once dreamt of being a doctor I have always wanted to be a Gyanecologist However, have kept this in the bottom of my heart for a very long time. I bet none of you guys know this right ? I am not sure whether I can fufill this dream of mine. I guess I have to ask God for this vision  Carrie Pang A.K.A Yao Yao This is a short introduction of my best friend. I have known Carrie for less than a year but we are very close and sometimes act like we have known each other for a VERY long time. People say 'opposite attracts' And I never believed this 2 word and 5 syllabus phrase until I met Carrie She is this very whiny, girly, child-like, innocent (Too bad =p hehe...) girl who never really experienced much (this is what she say) and I am the more tomboyish, stubborn, bubbly, cheerful kind of person We are like from two opposite walks of life She loves pink, I hate pink She has long hair and I have short She love skirts and I am a type of girl who owe more than 20 pairs of sneakers She thinks crying out can make her feel better and I like bottling it up But to me She is this very naive, cute person that made her my best friend She is my number one best friend Too bad Clifton =p |
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone I will hate myself For being so heartless Germaine. I am just an ordinary girl with big dreams. I am a follower of Christ who just wants to do greater things. I am a twitter freak who wants to tweet every single mintute I can. I am a guitarist wanting to rock out whenever I can. I am a pianist wanting to write songs to speak to others && I am a drummer so I can vent my anger on the drums, I am a violinist wanting to play violin to calm myself down. I am a family member of w449 and wants to love this family even more(: W449!;D Yao Yao Wee Kiat Jiro Wang Calvin Chen Aaron Yan Wu Chun ShoutMix chat widget Tank -ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi November 2009 l December 2009 l January 2010 l February 2010 l March 2010 l April 2010 l May 2010 l designed by: dreamwalker powered by: blogger game scripted by: Lancer picture from: StockStash |
