I dream of you every night, I love you all the time  Walking down the road on a dark blue evening sky, Alone. For the past few years, I've forgotten the word Love as I survived in this world without you. Every time that I would see a young couple just the same age as me would go for a walk in the park, Hands intertwined with each other, Looking at deep each others eyes, Whispering the word, I Love You. I would simply stare at them and admire them from afar. Unknowingly, A smile would grew across my face as memories flashback inside my head all over and over again. I wish I could go back from time and freeze everything so I can just be right beside you for the rest of my life. Thinking about it more and more, I would immediately snap out of that thought- Childish of me. I tried to move on and grow up ! I wanted to cry ! I wanted to scream but I realized that I am so used to the pain and hurt that I can no longer feel anything."Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine |
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone I will hate myself For being so heartless Germaine. I am just an ordinary girl with big dreams. I am a follower of Christ who just wants to do greater things. I am a twitter freak who wants to tweet every single mintute I can. I am a guitarist wanting to rock out whenever I can. I am a pianist wanting to write songs to speak to others && I am a drummer so I can vent my anger on the drums, I am a violinist wanting to play violin to calm myself down. I am a family member of w449 and wants to love this family even more(: W449!;D Yao Yao Wee Kiat Jiro Wang Calvin Chen Aaron Yan Wu Chun ShoutMix chat widget Tank -ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi November 2009 l December 2009 l January 2010 l February 2010 l March 2010 l April 2010 l May 2010 l designed by: dreamwalker powered by: blogger game scripted by: Lancer picture from: StockStash |
