It wasn’t meant to be like this.
We all make mistakes in life,
How far you let that mistake go is the turning point ?
The point where you know you can’t turn back.
You can’t retrieve anything just looking at the past,
All that is left are broken memories and shattered hopes

Mistakes are made everyday.

Mine just happened to be more severe.

Something that had changed everything,And that couldn’t be reversed.

I doubt that such a mistake could be forgiven.

What hurts the most when your love is one sided?

I am secretly in love with him.

Every time I tried to express my feelings, I failed.

It hurts me so much when he’s talking about another girl.

I kept this pain to myself but how can I make him notice my love when I'm too afraid to tell him. All these I can endure and wait for that miracle day.

But can I endure it any longer when I am really going to lose him forever?

Will I tell him my feelings or will I let go?

Is it too late for him to know about my feelings?

Falling in love was very hard for me. I never really believe in love and I thought that no one could ever make me fall in love. But I was wrong. When I first enter the *ahem* zone, I just suddenly fell for him. I remember it very clearly how I met him. It all happened three years ago.

The way his eyes looked at me made me stutter over my speeches.

I remember him bending down slighty reaching to my height and giving me the memerizing sunshine smile.

Now of these days, no longer was the bright smile present.

The look he gave are all full of sadness and distance.

I am always here watching you and as long as you are happy.

I will be too.

Thank you my angel