Our Madrigal I looked up into the dark night sky filled with many bright stars as the moonlight reflection can be seen in the puddle of water that was right in front of me. I could feel the cool breeze hitting on my tear stained cheeks as I gently click on a button on my handphone as a soft light melody was being played. My body shivered as a surge of memories flow into my mind. I chose not to cry. I chose not to give in to the pain and hurt that was piercing through my heart. My lips began to quiver as my hand tremble with my phone in my hands. I was trying to hold in the tears that was about to fall but failed badly. Is there any chance that we can go back to the past and rekindle it again ? I shook my head as if i was trying to convince myself that it will not happen. I don'tunderstand why I am torturing myself like that. After all, I know whatever that happened between him was just an act and pretense. He was already with my best friend and nothing can change that. My husband dating my best friend. How ironic is that ? I know I am not allowed to fall in love with him as part of the agreement but my heart just gave him gradually. This song belonged to me and him once but now it belonged to them. Our madrigal that belongs to us five years back now was no longer sung and heard after the break up. Not until we made a marraige agreement but hearing the song again have become something he hated. No longer were the eyes of love that he once gave me as they were filled with fakeness and pretense. I felt my knees touching the ground in weakness as I crumbled down. My head hit the dirty ground as my vision blured. I only can hear a low famillar voice shouting my name as the song fade together with my vision and I was completely black out. |
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone I will hate myself For being so heartless Germaine. I am just an ordinary girl with big dreams. I am a follower of Christ who just wants to do greater things. I am a twitter freak who wants to tweet every single mintute I can. I am a guitarist wanting to rock out whenever I can. I am a pianist wanting to write songs to speak to others && I am a drummer so I can vent my anger on the drums, I am a violinist wanting to play violin to calm myself down. I am a family member of w449 and wants to love this family even more(: W449!;D Yao Yao Wee Kiat Jiro Wang Calvin Chen Aaron Yan Wu Chun ShoutMix chat widget Tank -ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi November 2009 l December 2009 l January 2010 l February 2010 l March 2010 l April 2010 l May 2010 l designed by: dreamwalker powered by: blogger game scripted by: Lancer picture from: StockStash |
